I once again am waiting. I have all of these ideas streaming into my head and onto pinterest boards for my classroom. I just need that phone call telling me I have a job. I do not want to get too excited for fear that they will find some way to screw me over again. I just want to teach. I want to do what I have wanted to do my whole life. It was ok when I was growing babies and not teaching and I'd be ok now if I was pregnant or if the girls were born, but sitting here day in day out waiting sucks! I have not had a good summer since the summer after my first year teaching. Each summer is filled with anxiety over if I will have a job, when will they call me back, what will I be teaching, etc. I hate it, it's unfair.
I want my own place to live. I try to start a project then realize half of what I need is in storage or I don't have the money to finish it.
I know I am in the same position as many others. When will things get better for us? When will this depression be over?
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