The last time my personal and professional lives were on track and both doing well was January of 2009. That's when the layoffs started. The first one was a horrible blow. I was crushed, but I was brought back in July. The second one was final. I new I would not be going back to my old school. By the time the next school year started we had moved in with my parents. We had already pushed back having kids a couple years, then I got a job back but I had a really rough year. Then I had no job, but we decided to get pregnant.
The last time my personal life was on track was March of this year. October of 2011 to my birthday in March of 2012, were some of the most happiest moments I have had in my life. Only some one who has carried a baby could understand. I was lucky to have two little lives growing inside me.
Now my professional life is back on track. I have a job I am so excited about, but I feel like my personal life is in shambles. I have my husband which I am so thankful for but our traumatic loss of our daughters is now not the only thing we are dealing with. We are now dealing with his sisters stage four ovarian cancer. It's all becoming too much for me. I want to tune out of my head for a while and I am hoping school provides the necessary distraction.
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